I've been absent from here and twitter and instagram for a while now, it's the summer holidays and i thought while i have the time before my final year in uni i might aswell update my buzznet and try my best to get into the swing of things!
Sinse i have been offline things have been pretty up and down, i suffer with severe anxiety and depression and it finally took its toll on me but i think i am coming through the worst of it right now, i had an amazing holiday with my boyfriend and i have been spending lots of time with my closest friends and my wonderful family. Just basically healing and getting myself back on track before the most stressful year of my life!
It was my 21st birthday this june and i was spoilt! It was so lovely, My grandparents payed for an all inclusive holiday to Tenerife, My parents and Boyfriend put together to get me a limited edition Pikachu 3ds and some games :3 So i was pretty happy to say the least!
Il put some cheesy holiday photos on this just for anyone who wants a look! I decided after finally going to councelling that i needed to start doing the stuff i used to do that kept me inspired and happy and made me feel like myself, stuff that along the way i had stopped doing. I felt that i had lost who i was after a while and it was pretty much a downward spiral of drama and feeling low and worries and just tons of negative emotions and surrounding myself with people who just dragged me down. Step by step i have been fighting to be my old self and finally after months i feel like i am getting somewhere, i have always loved blogging so thats why i am back here. I miss this place and i love being a part of this community. I hope i am not rambling too much here haha! Anyways hopefully there will be more posts by me on here and i can start doing what i love doing again!
Thanks for reading, heres those snaps i promised..